Cleft lift 5/15/18 recovery log

Heres a weird question, but when you guys with tears are sitting down to use the restroom, are you leaning to one side, or sitting square on in the middle of the seat?
The first couple weeks I was a little awkward using the bathroom. I wouldn’t want to put too much pressure so I would kind of grab onto the bathroom vanity with my arm to where I was just barely sitting on the seat. I was also on stool softeners so it was as if it just glided out with no pressure.