So I (female, 24) had my open wound surgery in late September 2019 (in Germany) and since then, the wound has healed to a tiny little spot. I hesitate to even call it a hole anymore, there's no way to pack it with anything and it's not even visible unless I pull my cheeks apart because it's quite deep in the cleft. I first used Aquacel, then switched to collagen, then back and forth again a few times once the healing stalled, then used Urgo Start for controlling over-granulation, and now I've been using Multidex Gel for about 3 weeks, which was making amazing progress and so close to being healed (there was no more exudate/drainage at all for over a week!) until I went on vacation and the wound took 3 steps back, now it's draining again and is stubborn as hell. What's interesting though is that it literally never hurts at all. Even now, when nothing is helping it again, it still doesn't hurt a single bit. I'm just absolutely out of my mind!!! My wound care clinic has closed due to COVID-19 and getting another surgery is NOT an option. This has destroyed my mental health and I feel like a shell of the person that I used to be, so I'm absolutely desperate to heal this ASAP so that I can get back to my life. I can't focus on anything, I cry constantly out of nowhere, and I just need to get some control back. Please tell me any weird techniques or supplies that you've tried that healed your wound, I need new things to try now that my clinic is closed for who knows how long! And any stories of people that were able to heal after the 6 month mark would really help too. I just don't understand what I'm doing wrong; I eat healthy, take vitamins, drink 3 liters of water per day, I never sit, I don't exercise anymore, I only lay on my stomach or side. I never had a pilonidal cyst before this, just a sudden abscess after driving for 11 hours in a shitty car. This is controlling my entire life and it's killing me.