Hi! I'm new here...but not new to this mess! I had my cyst removed in August and it was an open-wound surgery. Unfortunately, it's now February and my wound still is large enough to pack about half a swab of gauze. My surgeon prescribed me Santyl (as a guess!?) and said he hoped it'd encourage the wound. Im starting to lose confidence and hope in my wound ever healing. I'm getting married in the summer... I do not want to be dealing with this in my wedding dress. I'm always self-conscious about the smell and the fact that I can't go anywhere without my coccyx pillow. My feelings get hurt pretty regularly with people who judge me for the pillow and...I just feel so alone.