i'm feeling really stupid for posting this and it could get kinda long if i try to explain stuff. i'll try to keep it breif.
starting in may of 08, so about a year ago; i've been heavily on and off pain meds. i have alot of kidney problems which directly is linked to my pilo surgery numbers 3 4 and five. well in may i started the kidney stuff which required pain meds. the kidney stuff ripped open my second incision that i had actually made it two years pilo free. anyways more pain meds and more pain meds. my tolerance level is up so high that if its percocet, i take 4 every 4 hours and if its viciden, i take 5 every four hours. those are very large doses of meds going in my body. plus i can even function at those doses with no problems. it doesn't make me sleepy at all.
i see the doc on friday and i want to start weaning myself off of them. the last time i was getting off pain meds, the withdrawel was terrifing. during the day i would sweat and get severe cramps and by night i'd shiver so bad that my husband couldn't sleep with me.
my life is filled with alot of pain and what sucks is every darn time i get off and i push thru withdrawel, something else arises and we start all over. in a nasty vicious circle.
i really need some advice, suggestions, support? whatever u guys can give me. please i'm begging for any and all opinions on this matter.
i'm a mother to 4 beautiful kids and i don't want to be on drugs forever.
starting in may of 08, so about a year ago; i've been heavily on and off pain meds. i have alot of kidney problems which directly is linked to my pilo surgery numbers 3 4 and five. well in may i started the kidney stuff which required pain meds. the kidney stuff ripped open my second incision that i had actually made it two years pilo free. anyways more pain meds and more pain meds. my tolerance level is up so high that if its percocet, i take 4 every 4 hours and if its viciden, i take 5 every four hours. those are very large doses of meds going in my body. plus i can even function at those doses with no problems. it doesn't make me sleepy at all.
i see the doc on friday and i want to start weaning myself off of them. the last time i was getting off pain meds, the withdrawel was terrifing. during the day i would sweat and get severe cramps and by night i'd shiver so bad that my husband couldn't sleep with me.
my life is filled with alot of pain and what sucks is every darn time i get off and i push thru withdrawel, something else arises and we start all over. in a nasty vicious circle.
i really need some advice, suggestions, support? whatever u guys can give me. please i'm begging for any and all opinions on this matter.
i'm a mother to 4 beautiful kids and i don't want to be on drugs forever.